Gw: 110 lbs Gw2 : 105 Gw3: 100 Ugw: 95
- watching the numbers on the scale go down.
- seeing your skin clear.
- having a hot body when everyone else is obese.
- eventually, all the clothes will fit.
- heads turning when you walk by.
- tight fitting outfits.
- watching the numbers on the scale go down.
- seeing your skin clear.
- having a hot body when everyone else is obese.
- eventually, all the clothes will fit.
- heads turning when you walk by.
- tight fitting outfits.
i want to be the thinnest girl in the room.
i want people to ask me how i did it.
i want to be the skinny friend.
i want to be able to fit in all my friends clothes.
i want to have a flat stomach.
i want to have a thigh gap.
i want rings to look cute on my fingers.
i want to look in the mirror and not cry.
i want to weigh myself and see a small number.
i want my arms to be small.
i want to wear cute clothes and not have it look disgusting.
i want to look like a model.
i want a chiseled jaw line.
i want my collar bones to be more defined.
i want my ribs to show when i breathe.
i want my hip bones to show.
i want a small face.
i want a small waist.
i want a nice back.
i want defined cheek bones with out makeup.
i want a medium shirt to look big in me.
i want to be envied for my body.
i want to wear bikinis.
i want to look good naked.
i want a nice ass.
i want my family to tell me i look good when they see me.
i want to be in control.
i want to reach my goal weight.
i want it to be easy to carry me.
i want people to tell me i’m “too thin”.
i want people to worry about my weight.
i want the scale to keep dropping.
i want people to do a double take for me.
i want people to feel my bones when they hug me.
i want my spine to show.
i want to look cute in candid photos.
i want to be “skinny shamed”.
i want to ask for a smaller size.
i want to drown in sweaters.
i want to look down and not see my belly.
i want people to be proud of me.
i want the people who bullied me to envy me.
i want to be somebodies thinspo.
i want to be underweight.
i want to be beautiful.
i want to be skinny.
i will be skinny.
i want to be the thinnest girl in the room.
i want people to ask me how i did it.
i want to be the skinny friend.
i want to be able to fit in all my friends clothes.
i want to have a flat stomach.
i want to have a thigh gap.
i want rings to look cute on my fingers.
i want to look in the mirror and not cry.
i want to weigh myself and see a small number.
i want my arms to be small.
i want to wear cute clothes and not have it look disgusting.
i want to look like a model.
i want a chiseled jaw line.
i want my collar bones to be more defined.
i want my ribs to show when i breathe.
i want my hip bones to show.
i want a small face.
i want a small waist.
i want a nice back.
i want defined cheek bones with out makeup.
i want a medium shirt to look big in me.
i want to be envied for my body.
i want to wear bikinis.
i want to look good naked.
i want a nice ass.
i want my family to tell me i look good when they see me.
i want to be in control.
i want to reach my goal weight.
i want it to be easy to carry me.
i want people to tell me i’m “too thin”.
i want people to worry about my weight.
i want the scale to keep dropping.
i want people to do a double take for me.
i want people to feel my bones when they hug me.
i want my spine to show.
i want to look cute in candid photos.
i want to be “skinny shamed”.
i want to ask for a smaller size.
i want to drown in sweaters.
i want to look down and not see my belly.
i want people to be proud of me.
i want the people who bullied me to envy me.
i want to be somebodies thinspo.
i want to be underweight.
i want to be beautiful.
i want to be skinny.
i will be skinny.
- so he will like me
- so i dont look that embarassing when we meet
- so i can be proud of myself
- no bloated stomach
- a real thigh gap
- counting my ribs
- feeling my hipbones
- reaching my gw
- being pretty
- a less round face
- cheekbones
- my eyes will look bigger
- skinny thighs
- being skinny
- skirts
- skinny jeans that fit because my butt wont be that fat anymore
- no need to hide my body
- smaller wrists
- “have you lost weight?”
- to be less ugly
- to stop looking like a child
- focussing on studying
- to be happy
- to control myself
- never again being called fat
- no selfhate
- to be finally thin
One day we’ll walk down the street and the girl sitting with her friends that considers herself fat will stare at us wishing she had our thigh gap
One day we’ll go shopping with friends and after buying super cute clothes that only run in a size extra small our friends will beg us to borrow them but later stop because they realize they can’t fit into a size 0 as easily as we can
One day we’ll go get coffee and sit by the window of a cute café curled up into a ball on a cozy chair while every customer that walks in considers us an aesthetic
One day it’ll be fall and we’ll go apple picking or pumpkin carving with our significant other and as soon as we go to pick up the largest pumpkin or bucket of apples they’ll rush over and say “you’re too frail and thin to pick that up, stay pretty and don’t break your bones I’ve got this” and we’ll smile
One day it’ll be Christmas and a relative will gift us super cute and colorful sweaters with matching socks but we’ll pout at the price tag realizing that it’s a small yet small is baggy on us
One day we’ll go to school and the guy/girl that never noticed us before will look our way and actually wink at us because they don’t know that we used to be the fat person only wishing to wave at them
One day we’ll go to work and every customer that comes in will have to ask another employee to lift their heavy belongings because they’ll insist that lifting more than 15 pounds would obliterate our thin selves
One day we’ll bump into someone at the grocery store and they’ll insist that instead of working at an average retail store we should be a model
One day we won’t have to spend anymore money from our paycheck on food
One day we’ll be able to have the legs girls can only dream of; and the legs we once dreamt of
One day we’ll be perfect and thin and beautiful
And if it comes at the exspence of my health, then at least I’ll die beautiful
- watching the numbers on the scale go down.
- seeing your skin clear.
- having a hot body when everyone else is obese.
- eventually, all the clothes will fit.
- heads turning when you walk by.
- tight-fitting outfits.
